Saturday, December 11, 2010

12/11/10

Start time: 10: 20 pm

I'm tired of your bullshit, I'm tired of the pain.
You feed me instead of food, with guilt and shame.
You dont understand, what you do to me.
So you keep pushing and pushing me, until I can no longer see.
I'm going blind, I cant see; the happy thoughts and memories.
We once had them, but that was a time ago.
Now I know, you were just acting in the bullshit show.

End time: 12:24 pm

Friday, December 3, 2010

12/3/10

Start time: 8:51 pm

The sun.
We revolve around it.
It lights up our day, feeds us, and guides us.
You.
You are indeed, the personificatoin of the sun.
Heated greatly, both physically and emotionally.
We revolve around you, because you are that great and mighty.
Shining up everybodies day with those white pearls below your nose.
You; are the walking truth.
Sun; got nothing on you.

End time: 9:02 pm

Saturday, November 27, 2010

11/27/10

Start time: 9:52 pm

Disappointment; it's felt after being excited or happy about something, and they realizing it isn't what it seems.
We all disappoint others, along with get disappointed by others.
We all have this imaginary lifestyle in which everything is perfect, or at least close to it.
When something doesn't go as planned, we hurt, suffer, cry, or die.
Life is full of loop-dee-loops and ups and downs; disappointment brings us from being up, to down.
It's something we cant escape or hide from; it's nothing that hides in our closet or beneath our bed.
This scary monster will eat up inside you, and cause you to explode emotionally, when felt too much.

End time: 9:58 pm

Friday, November 26, 2010

11/26/10

Start time:12:08 pm

We feel emotion, whether it be a good or a bad one.
We feel angry, sad, happy, excited, extraordinary, depressed, indifferent; screw it.
Why is it that we feel emotion?
There are some out there that cant; Autism.
Sometimes it's thought, that they are privileged more then others; they cant feel.
Sometimes, it's wished to be numb all over; not just emotionally but physically as well.
Why?
Why is it this way?
Why--the question that can lead to answer all.

12:13 pm

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

First post--11/24/11

Start time:11:25 pm

I see things that inspire me, more often then you might think.
I think things that are quite intellectual, believe it or not.
Yet I sit in the band room, and communicate it to the world via music; my emotions are only easily expressed in notes: melody, triads, chords.
Music is a synonym for who I truly am.
But who am I?
I'm more then you can imagine, more then you know.
We all have our secrets, that overtime becomes revealed.
One of these days, you will see.
You'll understand who I am when the time comes.
Time flies right?
Well, my time for self revealance to the world isn't going too far; it's resting peacefully on a branch in a Willow Tree.

End time:11:35